my life

live as a student at oversea is seem glamorous, but the fact is it quite challenging.. i have experienced study at oversea for two occassions, the first one in Japan as undergraduate student, and the second time is in the UK as postgraduate..

the first challenge is of course, home sick.. it is ok if you stay for a few weeks.. but for more than a year, then you will start to remember your parent, siblings, or even pets.. sound unbelievable?? yes, but it is the truth.. ask any malaysian who spend more than a year in oversea, ask them what they miss.. however, there is also a word called 'reverse homesick'.. i feel it too when i am back from japan..

the second one is meals.. i will explain it later..

my wife

hmm, do you believe in love at first sight?? i don't.. until i met my wife.. i know i am already in love, when first time i set my eyes on her.. however, at the time, i already have 'special' friend (and she know it too!!), so i can't do nothing about it..

after i break with my 'special' friend (don't blame my wife, she has nothing to do with the break up), then we get together.. we engage for about a year, then we get married in 2002.. now, we were blessed with one lovely daughter.. hopefully, we can be together for our entire life..

this song is for you honey..

jika ku tak bangun esok hari by yusry kru



its lyric

jika ku tak bangun esok pagi,
sayangku kau jagalah diri,
sentiasa ingatkan hati,
dirimu amat ku cintai.

andainya dihimpit kesusahan,
sujud dan mohon pada tuhan,
agar diberikan bimbingan,
meniti hidup bersendirian.

(chorus)
bila terasa sejuk,
pejamkan mata,
bayangkan dalam dakapanku,
bila terasa rindu,
pejamkan mata,
kita bersua dalam lena.

kalau ada yang sudi mengganti,
sayang lepaskanlah ku pergi,
kerana insan yang seistimewamu,
berhak untuk dicinta dalam hidup.

sayang tiada apa yang kekal di dalam dunia ini,
namun yang pasti,
walaupun ku tiada nanti,
cintaku akan kekal abadi.

ku berharap kau tak akan lupa,
mengirimkan bekalan doa,
kita jumpa lagi di sana nanti,
jika ku tak bangun esok pagi

still about me..

i like reading.. my favourite authors are sidney sheldon (late), jeffrey archer and dan brown.. i have read all their books, and my favourites are kane and abel (ja), master of the game (ss) and angel and demon and da vinci code (db).. after reading their books, i think i know some of their style..

for dan brown (db), the villian character in his story will be potrayed as the guardian for the main character at first, and at the end their true colour is exposed.. this is true for all his books.. if you are sidney sheldon's fan (like me), then you can guest the villian after few introduction..

sometimes, it quite bored to read when you know the writer's style.. his first book that i read is dvc, which i found have very interesting plots and information.. the second book is a&d.. i like the book too, since it have a clever plot, mixed with complicated information.. however, when i read his next books, deception point and digital fotress, i think db must find other styles to keep readers guessing who is the villian character..

between all the three writers, i like jeffrey archer most.. his style is unpredictable, and keep changing.. in kane and abel, first among equals, sons of fortune and the fourth estate, he write about how people, raise from different background, overcome the obstacle to become a powerful person, then competing each other to be the best.. i also love to read shall we tell the president and not a penny more not a penny less because its plot is clever and it made me keep guessing how the characters will solve the problem..

who am i??

i am a malaysian, now study in the UK.. after almost three years here, now i am in my final stage of my study.. hopefully i can graduate on time, and not wasting taxpayer money anymore..

to all malaysian (especially who pay taxes), pls 'halal' your money if sometimes during my three-year-study here, i hooked on other activities, didn't come to lab because of laziness, taking time to surf internet/nap during my lab time, etc.. it is very stressfull to stay at lab all day long, from 9-5, doing experiment that sometimes gave different results from my prediction..

why i become a blogger??

i don't know.. just try to express myself i think..

i've surf the internet, and read what other people write in their blog.. about their hobbies, family, religions, philosophy etc..

what should i write/share in this blog?? may be something about myself, my family, especially my daughter.. the one and only little princess..

this is my first entry for my blog..